Back and Staying Busy

Damn..just back for less than a week, and tension is mounting up again. Have to do my proposal cum 3 chapters thesis before even begin my work. Tired. Reach Pg on Sun, drive back campus on Tues before back pg again on wed. Now i cant even follow my dear and her mum to wet market because my mind is full of guilt for not completing this work while others have all done their part much earlier. Anyhow just all the best for me. Dear's dad just came back earlier and he got a msg for his son..a police summon..i wonder what happen tonight when all is back? Lets stay put...on TV 2..kakaka

going back AGAIN

its another heavy feeling leaving my dearest home, bed, family including charlie...to campus again to do my final year project (FYP). Though for consolation i have my dear waiting for me there in penang, but sigh..the thought of back to miserable campus drags my heart down. Anyway its my final semester there, and i will be OFFICIALLY an engineer then. Dream come true? i do not know as dont know where my dear will be, dont know what job we will get in this economic woes. There are just too many uncertainties now for me to think of graduation period. Lastly, wish my dear happy birthday ...23rd years old and i am so so glad i will make it to celebrate wif u as i promised. Just wish me safe journey tomorrow to celebrate with you.

Petrol chaos

it really bogs me with the latest news that we, citizens of net exporter fuel country are actually paying much more than the world market. What has happen to the previous state where that SLEEPY PM has promised a 30cents subsidy to us? Now not a voice is heard from him regarding this issue. Even if u damn Govt wants to remove the subsidy for your own profit, please do not make us pay MORE that what the Real Value is. Thats called day-light robbery from our very own pocket. And to all of the petrol dealers who are mainly malays, Just stop grumbling about price reduction and bla bla.. If you cant take risk and only think of earning, do not apply for that permit instead. Let a non-malay show you the way to do business and make a hell of cash out of your damn permit. You guys already got a huge chunk from the biased govt and yet still complaining. OMG, really cannot withstand these people. Just hope and pray that Msia would not be the next Somalia with the chinese and indians being the pirates along the straits of Malacca.

lazy me

i am feeling so lazy these days. Eat sleep play and chatting is what i do for living since exam over. Really no mood to start doing the pre-thesis cum proposal for my FYP. Its estimated to be around 40 pages, and that really makes me gloomy about it. Omg ate so much these days. really speechless. so hard to lose weight yet gain so easily. Stayed at home whole day and nearly died of boredom. No choice have to wait for electrician to fix the wiring for house alarm.

Lovely home

Reached home after some crazy driving through the merciless rain. Luckily managed home safely. Charlie greeted me with some kiss and some of his usual hapsap style. It was cute but irritating in a way, well only have ourselves to blame for his upbringing. Had another steamboat..OMG. it was almost the same dishes too.. with fish pastes, and lots of veges and mee. Entire family seems to have lots to talk to me, and my mum even thought i didnt back since CNY. Was it that long since i made my presence felt last August? weird..
They asked me lots about my dear and thankfully it was all positive with them keep asking her to come over in future. Just hope that it will be okay for her side as well. Miss my dear lots but right now i am going to miss my bed even more...wahaha......ages since i hug u.....

another sad moment

with an hour to go, my heart is feeling really heavy. Though i know its only a week and not forever seperation, but i still feel difficult to let go.. i will really miss u dear. i will come back for your birthday..muaxx:)

sad and happy ending of sem

Merdeka..finished my last paper today, well technically yesterday because its just passed 12am. dont expect it to be good because dr azlan part was all tricky with misleading info in his notes. Anyway, passed is passed, no point dwelling over the flipped coin. Just have to wait for the good news -results. Went to Flame Juru with my dear for buffet steamboat, costing rm 26 each. we over-ordered the dishes and i guess we were nearly going to be overcharged for that. Luckily we managed to gulp down everything into our poor stomach. Oh, forgot to mention the kimchi soup was just a so-so type but the ginger milk was a damn good soup-highly recommended. After that we lurk around Guardian a while before heading straight to Sunway Carnival for latest Bond movie-Quantum of Solace. It was exciting and exhilirating but the lack of gorgeous beautiful Bond girl????? That main lady was just a slim amateur girl with nothing special. So the time has come for an end of the sem for me, going back to KL tomoro ALONE. It's rather pathetic and sad because i have been expecting my dear to follow me, but she still have another paper on the 19th and after that she prefer spending time with her beloved family. So no point forcing her, but yet i am feeling the pain too since hardly seperated from her all these while. Wonder how will the one week be? Sort of miss my home lots too.. with my nice comfy bed and aircond and all those malls to hangout. only missing puzzle-my dear. So i shall take the chance to get good rest at home, catching up wif family members or even friends who wants to meet up. Damn! i still have to do the stupid proposal-thesis alike, but i doubt it will be complete by the time i return to this campus. ok, better pen off here, my dear will not like me to stay up late while i will be driving long distance tomorrrow. So the question remains whether am i happy or sad that the difficult and exhausting sem had ended with me going back alone? I simply cant answer that- there's no answer to that.

Swim and swim to the deep end

just finished my third paper-rubber engineering after back to back papers. Wanted to take the much needed nap but the sun just didnt permit me with his great power. Anyway, went to jawi club for a swim with gan and justin. The swim was good especially the mini-waterfall alike which temporary give me a miniature massage on my back and neck. It was really relaxing-that was what i found of swimming. Really didnt feel like studying the entire day, feel like collapsing. but just didnt wan and couldnt afford to screw up the last paper on friday while i think i fared pretty good for others. Mission: Score Dean List and Get CGPA of 3.4 above when grad.

exam stress

So indulged in my exam that i have neglected blogging for a few days. A paper has passed and 3 more to go the following week. Really stress and tired of these because never seems to get enough sleep, not to mention dating and playing my game-DOTA. Good luck to me and my dear!! Dean list to go again,....